18 February 2009

music part II

since i got that email from amelia, i have found it difficult to listen to my beloved music. ive found myself listening to it just to have background noise. maybe music is taking a downward turn. i have 49 days worth of music on my itunes...
i did, when i was younger have a fear that when i got older, i would not like the new music and be stuck listening to all my old albums and eventually get sick of it all. maybe im not looking in the right places.
maybe im not motivated.
maybe blockbuster finally got to my soul and took it out.
maybe i finally died inside.

im at my wits end. i get mad when i wake up only because im still breathing.

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Listening to: Apex featuring Ayah - Space Between (Featuring Ayah)
via FoxyTunes

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