time stamp for shit talking

first things first, thank you for actually spelling my name right. i commend you on that. it is quite unfortunate that i was unable to defend myself while working at lee's but now that i am no longer an employee i feel i need to do so. incase you forgot what you wrote, i have it here:
"Great selection of books, The owner Lee is a super cool and laid back guy. Why is this place only getting 2 stars, because of an employee named "Shaun". In my 14 years of collecting comics, he is the biggest douche bag in giving rude service. Avoid him at all costs." so just a thought... if im a big douche bag in giving rude service... does that mean i dont give rude service? or that im horrible in giving horrible service? do i give rude service so poor that its actually good service?

i find it nice that great folk such as yourself can waltz into a store and expect a kings treatment. and then when you dont get pampered you can go online and start trash talking and hiding behind your monitor. the fact is i was not being rude to you. trust me if i wanted to be rude, YOU WOULD KNOW. if i am guilty of anything it is that i was tired, so if i didnt give you my full attention, i am sorry. i truly am.

but getting online and calling me a douche bag? what are you, 12? sending my boss a lying email trying to get me fired? if i walked into your place of business and you ignored me, i would think nothing of it. now if you just decided to call me an asshole for asking for help... i might say something. if you worded your 'review' better, like say: one of the employees wasnt too nice, so be careful when you go- i wouldnt have this horrible loathing in my stomach. did you ever stop to think that people like you are the reason why people like me exist? yes i may have an attitude from time to time so im sorry if im being human. if i shit in your corn flakes or punched you in the face, then yes, i am a douche bag. the only thing you accomplished is making yourself look stupid.

or maybe you never had to work a hard day in your sad little life? i dont know, i only know you from that brief moment we shared.
do this world a favour and get of that wonderful horse you ride on. you only have one shot in life so make the most of it. maybe go save a whale? or plant a forest?

that being said, good luck in life, and please stop being an insignificant little cunt. go do something constructive with your life than smoke pot, being an assclown and talk down on every store youve walked into. ive had my fair share of poor customer service and i just get on with my life.




-from the ever so gay 'yelp.com' where assclowns and people with nothing else better to do can go cry about how much their lives suck.

mr disco

How can I ever forget you
You don't know just what I've been through
The holiday we spent together
Lives with me now and forever

I tried but I can't find you
Tell me now what do I do
I tried but I can't find you
Tell me now what do I do

I can't find my piece of mind
Because I need you with me all of the time
I used to think about you night and day
I used to feel what language cannot say
Oh I can't find you
No I can't find my piece of mind without you

Maybe you'd write me a letter
And tell me why I never met you
Our rendezvous just ended in sorrow
Without you there's no tomorrow

I tried but I can't find you
Tell me now what do I do
I tried but I can't find you
Tell me now what do I do

I can't find my piece of mind
Because I need you with me all of the time
I used to think about you night and day
I didn't care what other people would say
Oh I can't find you
No I can't find my piece of mind without you

I can't find my piece of mind
Because I need you with me all of the time
I used to think about you night and day
I used to feel what language cannot say
Oh I can't find you
No I can't find my piece of mind without you

Ibiza, Majorca, and Benidorm too
I've searched all these places but never found you
-New Order

suffer

so im not entirely sure this is true.


amelia got herself a boyfriend.


because you know she was so torn up about what happened between us.


with her its always too good to be true. and she still keeps messing with my head after its all said and done.
she never cared, thats obvious now.

thanks angel. thanks.

thinking again.

i spent months forgetting amelia. i remember something. the day her birthday is. i cant remember how old she is though.

about five months past since she sent the email. i had to confer with coleman on what to do or if anything, say to her. he told me i had to face my demons and be nice to her. i couldnt say: why the hell are you bothering with me now? i gave you everything i had and you shat on it, and now you want me to talk to you because you feel some remorse?

but i didnt. i called coleman because he knows me well, and knows i can say some harsh things.
well i faced my demons. and i found myself acting the way i did when we first met. and i cant do that knowing there cant be anything between us.
like a lot of other girls in my life i think, THINK, she just wanted to be with a nice guy for once.
i mean, i was paranoid the whole time together. when we hugged each other goodbye after seeing each other, it NEVER seemed right. there was hesitation. i didnt want to be pessimistic. she was the only one i trusted. and i learned a hard lesson from that.

on closing shes the only one i could ever love. she was perfect. she made me feel like i was some one. and for a short while i got to be something i always wanted. it was the closest to my dreams coming true as it ever could be.

my granddad was very popular. everyone loved him. he had friends everywhere. i see some of my life shadowing his. the only one there when he died was my mother.

when i broke up with erica, it hurt. i did it because i felt she was drifting off. she wanted more than i could give her.
when jenny broke up with me, at the time she was all i had. i was depressed because she was the first girl i had lived with. it wasnt love the last year really. it was just simple. comfortable. she was a bitch and i was glad to be rid of her.
amelia was something different. she was different.



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flashing lights

so my xbox died like a week ago or something. i got a ps3.
buncha drama with best buy. so whats this bullshit with companies and trying to pull the wool over yer eyes? take best buy. they like to preach about customer service and you cant go a few feet without some lackey asking you if you need anything. well in the mountain view store they do. in five minutes i was asked 7 times. wtf. here in merry ole dublin, they pretty much ignore you unless you ask them something. i was going on about how wonderful best buy is to people cuz you can buy an xbox and get a warranty and if anything is wrong you can exchange it. its fantastic. but they changed it up. once you exchange it yer done. when i first got it i exchanged it like 2 times that year. then they tell you you cant get a new one, they have to send it in and refurbish it. anyways too much drama to write about. so i got a ps3.

but the best bullshit customer service is blockbuster. my last week there, they had a special. rent three movies for 12.99. you save like 3 bucks. heres the kicker: its only for folk who come up with two movies so you have to ask them. if they have three movies, they dont get the deal. this was from the DM. when i was told that, my common sense fairy slapped me in the head. WHY WOULD YOU PUNISH YOUR CUSTOMERS?? but theyve been doing that for YEARS. then they punish their employees and try and come off like theyre such a great place to work. at the interview and yer first day its all candy and roses. then they treat you like shit. i thought safeway was bad...

anyways as some one who worked customer service most of his life, theres very few places that will actually give it to you. customer service doesnt mean listen to the customers gripe. it means going above and beyond the call of duty to make them happy and want to come back. so your business stays in business. so you dont have to hire lawyers to attempt to move funds around to try and keep you treading water. we are fed crap everyday and you all eat it with out knowing.
fight the system.

so im fired yet again.

im going to be honest. i worked at a store for 8 years, hardly ever breaking a sweat. i work my ass off for a few months at a gay fucking morally demanding shit of a job and i get fired.

what does it matter? blockbuster wont be around. every day i worked at least one person would ask or tell me they were going out of business. shifting money around my ass.

so the reason i got fired: SUPOSEDLY on monday mari, my lying twofaceded twat of a store manager had to clean up after me. she had asked me the night previous to sweep and mop WHICH I DID. now, tell me how after one sweeps and mops theres dust on the floor? and better yet, why didnt she say anything like 'dude wtf happened last night?' nope. she just played it out like oh yeah were friends. shes going to tell me i havent been doing a good job on the store checklist, which almost had me laughing. for a week she checks off that she counted down the safe. when you do that you do it on a tellermate. it spits a receipt out. well there was none. also one night she checked off she had swept and vacuumed. i ask her csr that night if she did and she says no. lying backstabbing manipultive fucking cunt.

so to blockbuster: burn. and take your no good management corporate staff with you. ESPECIALLY the bay area HR department.
go fuck yourself.

a word to the customer: blockbuster will 'telemarket' you for every penny. right now they want you to get your friends and family to join up and you get free rentals. in a sense youre working for blockbuster and not really getting paid. they want you to join their dying company. they lie to their employees, but most importantly, they lie to you. and since these fuckers stopped paying me, i can tell you this.

HEY listen

no
one
ever
listens
to
me


EVER


so from now on im going to make a scene when im right. you should have listened to me will be my new catch phrase.



save your animosity for some fucker who actually cares.


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